I really want to grab a kitchen knife right now.  And Damn it I don’t have any paints on hand to try painting it out instead.  Wow that urge is strong.  But I’m trying to hold on to the stubborn me and write it out instead.  I just need to quiet my mind right now,  somehow. TV just ain’t really cutting it so much right now.
Not gonna do it.  Not gonna do it.  Not gonna!   Really I don’t think I will.   I just WANT to really really bad.

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  1. manyofus1980
    Oct 25, 2014 @ 05:35:23

    glad you aren’t gonna do it. sending love and support. hold on, hopefully things will get easier, and the urges will disappear soon. xoxo

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  2. kat
    Oct 25, 2014 @ 11:58:27

    i know how you feel, i have been there so many times. just keep pushing for one more second, one more minute, and talk. to anyone about anything. just keep going.

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