A story, in two songs.
Hear me…
… or not.
Holy shit the WHY
05 May 2016 1 Comment
in Anger, Anxiety/Depression/PTSD, Assault, Coping Skills, God, Grief, Health, IBD, Music, Selfcare Tags: #AlwaysKeepFighting, AKF, anger, assault, coping with trauma, depression, disconnect, Fall Into This, Flaw, Holy Shit the WHY, PTSD, rape
Even if nothing else in this song made sense, WHY is perfection. There are no other words. Which is good, ’cause I’m still short on them. Just holy shit, the WHY. (Flaw- Fall Into This)
“Fall Into This”
Torn away from all that matters
And led by the wrong intentions
I know it wouldn’t be too easy, not yet
To go somewhere I’m afraid of
It’s made of…
And led by the wrong intentions
I know it wouldn’t be too easy, not yet
To go somewhere I’m afraid of
It’s made of…
Thoughts I’m receiving, making me say
That I know I’ll just be there once again
Lord I’m lost and then I’m tossed
Thoughts I’m receiving, making me say
That I know I’ll just be there once again
No…
Wrong, nothing really matters
If I was gone, would it make you any sadder?
I feel half as good as normal, you know
To steal – what to steal – what’s already taken
Here I go again…
Thoughts I’m receiving, making me say
That I know I’ll just be there once again
Lord I’m lost and then I’m tossed
Thoughts I’m receiving, making me say
That I know I’ll just be there once again
I think you know,
That you did this to me
I think you know,
That you did this to me
I think you know…
That you did this to me, you did this to me!
Why?!
You did this to me, I just want to know
Why?!
You did this to me
And it starts
God I’m losing sleep again
God I’m losing sleep again
And I feel my way
Thank you for making me talk
God I’m losing sleep again
God I’m losing sleep
And I failed, I think you know
Eff (it’s that day again)
02 May 2016 3 Comments
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